i hope you're reading this. i like you :/

i know it's too late. im so stupid. but you never try asking me.

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i've dreamt thrice about my PMR results. this shows how much i think about it.

im so scared.

scared i won't get good results and scared of what ppl think bout it. 

it's embarassing. when ppl ask how many A's you get.. and you'll be like...errr..no A's?

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seriously im so confuse lahh. i know i can't follow my feeling.

i can't follow my mood. but oh my gosh! i feel like dying man.

and you're not talking to me like how you used to already.

i miss you so much. 

I MISS YOU VERY VERY MUCH! can you please talk to me????? i mean..talk to me like last time please! text me please! you don't choi me anymore. 

seriously, i regret alot. 

i donno what's wrong with me.

im so angry right now. im angry for no reason. and i feel like crying at the same time.

i literally shouted on the phone when my mum called just now. freaking line! gosh!

i feel so guilty right now. im sorry,mum.

im so angry at myself.

okay. everytime when i have the feel to study..i cannot study cause i'll be outside or in school when teacher's teaching in class or whatever shit. but when i don't have the feel to study..im so freaking free. seriously! what is this lahhh. exam is like so near! yet im here. onlining listening to 'i wanna be a billionaire' song! UHHHH! making me feeel double GUILTY!

i tried studying. but things just..aren't getting in my damn head! okay. i admit. i didn't try hard to study. well, that's because im in a bad mood! (okay, i know that's an excuse) oh god! ALLLLAAAAAAAAAHHH! *scream*

and YOU! goooshh. kay lah. not your fault. cause you don't even know that i like you right. but SIGH** you reply other ppl also don't reply me? :/ why? 

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God, im clueless.

PeiQi, you're not putting in any effort. work your ass off please! you're way too lazy! remember what you promise yourself  before year 2010 begin?? oh fish!