and oh yaaaa..

happy birthday, AARON ONG KARL VIN!!! 

:D :D :D

:)

A looooong one

Monday: 

kaayy..umm..LOL. starting problem...:P 

*clear throat*

okaayy. so we had assembly.hahahah

as usual lahh. sing songs and speech and this and that. blahblahblah.

soo..after the assembly all the interactors were called out to stayback at the volleyball court to announce the new board.

so,my friends and i went lahh..just to see who got post and all....

hahah. Leena,Khalee,Prem and I were talking at the back..laughing and giggling and yeah LOL-ing.

we weren't paying attention..

then...

suddenly Prem call me

Prem:ehh..peiqi..

ME: turn at the back* what?

Prem: peiqi...

ME: what??

Prem: go up..!

ME: huh???!!! whaaatt??!

i was like this must be joking! in my heart.

yeah. i was stunned for a few seconds and shocked!

and so..i walk in front and went up and stood next to Hilda and i was like..

ME: whaaaattt?? 

Hilda: laugh*

ME: omg...what post i got? wasn't paying attention

Hilda: errr..vice treasurer

ME: riiiightt...

seriously..very unexpected and very shocking.

didn't know that i will get 'something'

cause..i don't really attend the meetings and im not active and i have 3 clubs. HAHAHAH! yeah 3 :)

interact,christian fellowship and photography & journalism.

man, wthell...! lol.

so um..anyway.....yeah. i got vice treasurer and Hilda got Assistant IU Director! woooohhh! :D

hahahha. and that's how my Monday went :) 

Tuesday:

school was okay today. 

nothing much happened. :)

and no homeworks today..after recess 3 period no teacher come.

damn syok. sleep sleep sleep...then woke up and revise abit.

siigh. trials man..

im not scared of open day..cause i donno lahh. im more scared for trials.

yikes!

i think im over worried.

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So, after school i went for science tuition

hahahah. Mr.Lee ROCK! 

hahah. though im super sleepy..

but i will never fall asleep in his class.

hahahah

he's just funny lah aiyoorr..and i like to hear stories from him :)

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3 more weeks to trials

3 more months to PMR

:'/

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OMG! i can feel my veins **BOOP BOOP BOOOOP BOOOOOPING!**

......at..my forehead veins......?

so scary!

nice!Nice!nice!Nice!

it'll be perfect if it's no.23!!!!

i like tees like that :)

simply yet nice

fyi, it's a guy shorts :)

i don't mind wearing a guys short 

hahah.

im bored! ;(

im feeling hopelessly bored.

i miss Hilda and Shirley so much now. omg!!

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i think you're avoiding me..

hmm..

i don't know lahh. maybe i think too much? 

aiks.

okayy.

FULLSTOP!

bye.

"...how can i believe when there's a lie in between?....."

i find my blog dull,so i decide to upload some pictures :D

kaaayy.

woke up at 8 something in the morning 

just

to

pee

:P

hahahha. 

then i continue my beauty sleep after that.

sleep sleep sleep

til 11 something! :/

woke up,brush my teeth and blah blah blah..

then...

went downstairs to eat my breakfast.

ah ma bought nasi lemak! :D yummmm~

hahah. after that nothing to do lah....then around 2 something get ready for maths tuition :)

fyi, today is my first day :/

im scared that i've got not enough time to finish all the chapters. 

yikes! 

need to catch up alot man. my teacher is soooo freaking slow! 

OMG! 

i wish im an einstein! 

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

okay,anyway..yeah. 

maths tuition was okay lahh. at least i get what he's trying to say :)

so not bad lahh. 

zzzZZzzzzzZzzzzZZ

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WHY?!

why like that man? siiighh! 

i know i can..but i just don't know why my results like shit!!

now.. i no confident dyy. 

cause after this will be trials...

and i bet my trials gonna suckish.

from what i heard from my seniors,trials harder.

so yeah..gone lah like that..if my trials got D means im gonna have C for my PMR.

gone lahhhh..

GONE! 

:'(

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i like this shirt :) hahahha

it's from abercrombie&fitch

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i've been really quiet these days

im not trying to get ppl's attention or what lah kay..

you know..

sometimes you just don't feel like talking and you just feel like being alone.

yeeeah........something like that :)

HAHAH!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :'(

aih aih aihhhhh..

why man..why??????

why is my results so freaking horrible?? : /

I DON'T DARE TO SHOW MY DAD MY REPORT CARD!

you know what, even if he don't scold me or nag or say anything..

i'll still feel very very very very bad! and very very very very guilty! D=

and very very very sad! and very very very guilty and very very very chan yan! and very very very very very very DISSAPOINTED! 

i think he'll be speechless and just sign it..or maybe he'll just say.. 'i'll see your trials result' or maybe he'll just give me the 'whaaaaaaaaaaattt???' look..or or...or maybe...aihhh..i don't know! :/

and i wanna go to smi play. howw??? how to ask? die lah like that. it's after report card day.

if it's before still okay. yikes!!! anyway, wish me luck! *finger cross*

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hahahahha!!! Aunty Lily came to my house today :D

to give me PRESENT! from my mummy!! :D:D:D

hahahah. she went to England and Paris. 

So she visited my mum..

and my mum passed her some clothes and pictures and more clothes and...yeah..

present. hahaha. for me,bro and sis :D uncle as well.

hahah. soooo happy :) and mum took a picture with this REALLY REALLY HOT HOT HOT! GUY! uhhhhh!!! shirtless wan weii. hahahah! *droool* 

seriously, he's really really cute! hahah. those abs. walaaoooo!

aiyooorrr.. i wanna take picture with him! :P :P :P

HAHAH!

 Okayy...i shall stop talking bout him :P hehhee.

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we had Leader Meeting with the Form 2 leaders today. and..

as usual lahh..i crap alot and they'll stop me from crapping. HAHAH!  :D and they actually laughed at my lame jokes. LOLOL. imma joker :p

hmmm..i really hope this LM can really make them change loh.

we,the f3 leaders, really wanna contritubte something to coy before we leave :') ahhhhh...

*cries like a toddler* :'O

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A day on Earth=A thousand years in Heaven

seriously, no joke this time.

it's true.

today is the second day of school after two weeks of hols.

siigh. got back some of my marks.

and it sucks.

honestly, with this kind of marks..i think i'll get less than 3A's man. or maybe no A's.

GREAT! 

im so sad. my life is so emotional.

im facing alot of problems now and i've got so many stuffs i need to do..i just don't know how.

im just too fragile to handle all these problems. im tired and sick of all this man. i need a BREAK!

though hols just ended few 2 days ago. but 2 weeks of hols if just not enough for me! 

and it wasn't a hols for me also. i had to go to school. okay, im not trying to blame anything here

but yeah..it wasn't a hols for me.

and my sis is another ass. she never understand me. she is so immature! uhhhhh!

and my grandma too! sometimes, I just can't stand her! 

im sorrry. but i just can't control my temper!

and yes, i feel guilty after yelling at her. 

man..i suck. 

my friends is another problem..

c'mon stop acting. i don't understand..we're friends since form 1 and til now..

they don't tell me the truth and they're just fake! i've got nothing to talk to them already.   

you're my classmate and we're supposed to be very close, instead im closer to someone that is not from my class.

im just sad. i used to be the most talkative one in class..but now..im the most quiet one.

this feeling sucks man. 

DAMN!

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im not gonna give up. im gonna keep trying. 

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i seriously miss marching practice.

and i miss 19th june alot. when you say bye to me

:'/

i wanna be happy again.

 

sometimes is nice getting a box of sweet letters as your birthday present :) 

hahhha

this is random, i know. 

but lol. just feel like blogging this..so yeah :D

anyways, TOMORROW IS THE DAY!

ACS GATHERING! *scream!!!*

omgg...i just hope..i won't do any mistake or shit tomorrow.

yikes!!! *finger cross*

and ummm...im gonna miss marching practice :)

there's a big Big BIG! Butterfly in my stomache..how???

woke up early and get ready for marching practice like usual.

had sketch meeting too :) it was okay lahh. just watched nie. :)

had to do alot of props O: yikes! 

and need to bring alot of stuffs. 

and great! my bro gave my cousin the skateboard.

now i donno how. sheeeett. 

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had loads of fun practicing marching :)

my mark time still very suckish :/

and now my throat feel so dry and im feeling thirsty all the time

and i pee alot today. seriously, i pee alot! 

in school 3 times already. tsk tsk. 

at home worse.

anyways, yeeeah. nothing much also lahh.

came home..online and bath,sleep and online,dinner,online,online and more online.

hahah

kaaay. i shall off :)

you should know how much i want you. 

Karate Kid

ahhhhhhhhhh!!! :D

watched Karate Kid with dad,bro and woman.

HAHAH! it was indeed an awesome show :D

Jaden Smith, im in love with you!

omg!

i tell you...his smile and everything kills me!!!!

*SCREAM*

soooo sooo adorable

soo sooo cute!

sooo sooo funny!!! 

:D

i learnt alot from this show :)

it inspire me lahh

but to you..i don't know

hahahah

anyway, yeeeeahh!!!

JADEN SMITH!

i love YOU!

I HATE MY DAD!

money is not love you know.

money is not happiness you know.

money is not what i really want you know.

money is not EVERYTHING you know!

though money is important for our daily life and all.

but still..

sigh.

i don't understand you. seriously, i can be VERY CLOSE to a stranger less than and hour/min/second.

but YOU it's soo hard.

i don't even know you sometimes. 

you're so scary you know.

i wanna live with my mum :' (

i wish im 18 now. so i can choose who i want to live with.

damn you lawyer!

yup. that's the latest Apple machine :D

iphone 4g!!!!!

seriously, this phone is to-die-for

it's almost the same as iphone 3g 

but this one..slightly chunner and nicer and bigger and thicker! :D

hahaah!

after watching the iphone 4 video 

i wanna have it on my hands! immediately! 

yes! on my hand!

:D

soo coooooool! 

 wanna get it? 

 depends on my PMR results. :/

if it's good..i'll definitely get it.

if it's bad.....we'll see whether my dad will buy it as my b'day present or not.

uhhhhhh! omg!!!!!

iphone empat!! i want you!

currently addicted to the song 

WAKA WAKA (this time for Africa)

by

Shakira 

download it, i bet you'll like it. :)

*waka waka eyy eyy* 

hehehehehe.

kaay. i gtg. need to wake up at 8.30 tomorrow for marching practice

uhhhh..my voice : /

Min say my voice like guy wohhh

: (

drink honey**

had marching practice and sketch meeting today.

im the mark timer for marching!!! ohmymum!!!

well, it all started like this..

Xinee chatted with me on fb chats few days ago. 

telling me that their having marching audition for ACS Gathering (yes, another gathering) on this saturday. she asked to come if i wanna join..so i was like. sure lahh. i mean why not right?

it's fun mahh :D

and Xinee suddenly came up to me and tell me to be the mark timer

i was like "whaaaaaaaaatt??? whyyyy??" and she say lahh..

Amanda (supposed to be our mark timer) going to Perlis and all..blahblahblah.

and i was like..okaaayy. :/ 

seriously, im scared. mark timing man... :/

scary ahhhhh!!!!

*scream!!!!*

but it's okay. i know i can :D i just need a lil more practice :D

MAY GOD BLESS ME!!! :/

i hope i won't do mistake on that day...

oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!

:/

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why can't it be a fairytale? 

Min woke me up today. if not i'll continue sleeping til donno what time.

hahah

straight to the toilet and brush my teeth and wash my face.

after that moaning and groaning on my bed..comb my hair..lol. 

and finally went downstairs to look for FOOD! 

i was so hungry. cause i didn't really eat during the gathering.

but there's no food -.- so i decided to order McD :D

asked bro and dad whether they want or not before i order.

so yeah. i ordered fillet-o-fish set :)

after that went online..lol.

i was onlining throughout the day.

nothing much to do since exam's over. and hols started already.

sigh. starting to miss my friends and all. it's like..i see my friend yesterday..and i started to miss them already?

lol. so weird. but yeah. i really miss them. 

sometimes..school days are really fun. thank god for giving us friends :D

they really do play an important role in our life eh? 

: )

i was missing him badly. so i decided to text.

well, at first..i didn't have the guts so text him.

but at the end..i just press the sent button cause i don't wanna regret.

and yeah. after pressing the sent button.. i put my phone away and start hoping that he'll reply.

waiting waiting waiting..

then suddenly..

 *pong pong pong* (my message ringtone)

straight! jump to my bed and unlocked my keypad and see who text me. LOL

see see..message form LILY! 

oh my god.

so potong.

when i saw her name my heart went *chiiiiakk*

so damn sad man.. then when i wanna reply Lily..suddenly...  *pong pong* again!

so i close Lily's message immediately and see whether it's him or not..

and YES! this time is REALLY him!!! :D:D:D

i was sooo happy!

so yeah. didn't really bother to reply Lily's message after that. im sorry.

but ahhh. when i talk to him right..i won't talk to anyone else but him.

hahah.

so yeah. we talktalktalk...until dinner time he didn't reply edi.

sigh.

and tomorrow..i donno whether i should text him or not.

i tend to have this feeling that im disturbing him or something.

but im scared to ask if im disturbing or not..cause i find it annoying.

and now..whenever i hear the *pong pong pong* sound from my phone..i'll always think it's him

but when i view it..it's always someone else. 

he won't text me anymore i guess.

wanted to read his blog just now though i know he won't blog anymore

but see see! HE PRIVATE IT!!!

it shows that he's blogging!

omg!! why?! why wanna do this to me?!

i tried signing in..cause maybe he invited me or something..but i couldn't get through it!

gosh! damn it!

sigh..

really wanna know what is he blogging.

anyways, yeah. went to jj after dinner to buy groceries.

went there with bro,grandma, and that woman.

had cotton candy ice cream :D

it was nice, of course. hahah

and went to popular after that..to get some revision books for myself to do during the hols.

that's if im not lazy. but i'll always remind myself.hahah.

hahah. well, trials coming. i really hope i can do good.

cause from what i heard from other ppl..trials is important and hard.

so if i do good in my trials..im sure i can do well in my PMR :)

sometimes, i don't really get why you guys like to judge ppl before you know them.

i find that such stupidity, seriously.

think twice before you say what you wanna say.

mind you.

please please. i know you know that i like you. soo please..say something.