♥PEiQi♥

umm..

i've been sleeping late these days.

like around 3 or 4 like that

though i go to bed at 2 something

i donno what's wrong.

i've been thinking a lot too

about the past and also the future..

like what i wanna do and what should i do tomorrow and all.

and

im emo nowadays

especially when im bored and during midnight

i just feel like crying.

you might think im a lil lack of attention.

but no. it's just natural..

i'll just feel like crying automatically..

when i think about it.

i miss a lot of ppl right now

sad thing man.

i miss my mum. wish she's here to take care of me.

everything would be much! Much! MUCH! more EASIER.

i miss my friends but i don't think they miss me.

cause no one call me or text me to ask how's my hols and stuff.

maybe they're just busy.

but it's okay. lol

hmm..

i've never been this emo before.

sigh..

maybe cause im getting more and more mature?

like what Aaron said

"welcome to the adult world,pei."

hmm..i usually forget things easily

but now...LOL i donno whether im putting too much blame on myself or what.

or i think too much.

man..i need someone to talk too.

but who?

lol. i used to tell him all my stuff..but now. i don't think i will

after what you did to me.

sorry to say.

i don't trust you anymore

seriously, i never keep things in my heart like this before.

this is too much..

im to fragile to handle it!

and xt is leaving soon..

i know the other post i want her to go so badly

but now..after i know she's not gonna come back until she finish her course

i felt kinda sad and felt a lil heavy hearted and a lil worried too.

c'mon..she going there alone

to Paris

and she don't even know how to speck french fluently.

LOL

she's so small size..

ppl can just rape her easily.

i don't wish that'll happen!

anyway, CHOI!!!! *touch wood!*

umm..

yeah..

though i know she won't read my blog

hahah

imma wish her all the best in her life!

and

may god bless you!

and

buy me chocolate!

and

i know you'll do well!

and

remember to visit mum!

and

take more picture!

and

i'll miss you,we'll miss you

but you don't miss us ,okay?

we miss you enough.

okay. byebye. have fun!

:)

AU REVOIR!

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